I eat, I gain.
I hate how I look, I look in the mirror and want nothing more then to lose weight. I hate looking at myself.
I use to have some what of a eating disorder. Till I got caught. I wish I didn't, because I was small then and getting smaller and it was wonderful.
Eating whatever I wanted and staying little was AMAZING. And addicting. It was hard to stop and I miss it. It made me feel good, and now I hate dressing up just because I hate how fat I feel.
Yoga pants are my favorite because you can't really tell how big I look and they're super comfy. I'm not huge but I'm at the hugest I've been. And it's awful.
But I will lose weight, I'm going to start going running again and eat more healthy and less.
I'm determined.
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